Apr 302009
 

Every day brings me closer
to seeing you.
Every day brings me closer
to touching you.

Every day takes me further
from knowing what to do
Every day takes me further
from deciding about you

Should we be in the same place?
Should we be daily face-to-face?
Should we be thinking about the future?
Should we be letting this relationship fully mature?

Some days I feel we are on the same page
Some days I feel you are hard to fully gauge
Some days I don’t know how to be apart
Some days I don’t know how to express all that is in my heart

Every day brings me closer
Every day takes me further
Should we be always together?
Some days I don’t know how I feel.

-T
~April 29, 2009

Apr 262009
 

You don’t deserve this poem,
But because we once shared a home
Because we once shared a heart
I need to express our coming apart.

For years I denied the truth
For years I tried to be your Ruth
For years I hid the pain
For years I accepted I would never again feel the same.

Slowly my identity faded
Slowly my attitude became jaded
Slowly my confidence dwindled
Slowly my love for you could not be kindled.

The more you said you tried
The more I cried
The more you said you would get better
The more I felt my heart become deader

With every look at an unknown her
With every comment for me to dress sexier
With every night I slept alone
With every eye that would roam

I died, piece by piece inside
From everyone I chose the pain to hide
Because I wanted to respect you
Because I thought it was the right thing a wife should do

Now, I wonder what it was all for
Now, I’m glad we’re not together anymore
Now, though I would probably still do it all again
Now, I know it’s the best thing that it came to an end.

-T
~April 26, 2009

Apr 252009
 

The days are passing slowly
As I wonder how it will be

to see you
to touch you
to hold you
to just be with you

My heart feels torn
As I wonder what the future holds

should I stay
should I go
will you stay
will you come

It seems endless as I consider
Three months are left

to wonder
to ponder
to weigh
to convey

All that I feel.

-T
~April 25, 2009

Apr 182009
 

April 9, 2009

At last the trip has come to an end! Hassan came to get me at 615 to take me to the airport. With no guide between us, I discovered that he actually speaks quite understandable English. So, we had a nice conversation on the way. Of course, he recommended that I come back to Egypt. He offered to drive me anywhere next time. He also said that he would learn English and I should learn Arabic because I could come back and since he wasn’t married (anymore – still has 2 kids), it wasn’t a problem, right?? ha ha ha.

It was a nice trip. Some adventures were had, stories now told. All the pictures are up on my Picasa site, so feel free to check them out.

By the way, Koshari is a carb nightmare, but delish! It consists of macaroni noodles, spaghetti noodles, rice, green pea beans, fried onions, tomato sauce and then you can add chili and garlic sauces. Mix it all together and you’ve got a lovely dish!

Thus ends my Egypt tour! I recommend anyone to go to Egypt. I hope to make another visit there someday soon to see Abu Simbel outside of Aswan in southern Egypt, the oasis to the west, Alexandria along the Mediterranean and Dahab near the Sinai peninsula. So, more to see, but it was a great start!!!

Until the next trip…

-T

Apr 182009
 

April 8, 2009

My Egypt trip is coming to an end. I arrived early in the morning back in Cairo. Again without coffee to start my day and a serious lack of motivation to do any more sightseeing. However, I had paid for a day-tour of old Cairo and Sakkara.

So, I was met by a familiar face, Hassan, the driver and a new guide came up. Another Mohamed, but different from Day 1. They took me first to the same hotel as the first day. There I slept for a bit but was still tired by the time we met again.

Despite my comment about wanting coffee, we were off to Mit Rahina Palace grounds to see more statues and stuff. I could barely listen as grumpiness had set in and I really did not want to hear another word about history, mythology or anything with facts. I mentioned as much to Mohamed who reassured me that he would make it simple for me. So, I tried at first to be interested and listen, but I waxed and waned in enthusiasm. It was clear we were not hitting it off.

From there, we drove outside of the city a bit to Sakkara. The first pyramid was built in Sakkara. It was built in a steppe-style rather than the smooth lines known to most of us. I was impressed with the rougher pyramid and enjoyed seeing a couple of others in the distant showing the evolution from the steppe-style to the smoother style. Still, I wasn’t feeling interested in what I was hearing from Mohamed and could tell I was really starting to frustrate him. When we got back into the car, he asked if I was tired. I explained that yes, I was but as I had said before I really, really, really did not want anymore history.
He seemed at a loss and suggested we stop at a Carpet School. So, I agreed to see carpets being made and disappointed the vendors when I didn’t want to buy anything. Well, I did have one design I liked, but wanted a bigger size than they had, so I was saved!
Mohamed then asked about lunch. He said he could take me somewhere for 45EP. I explained all I wanted was a couple of cheap falafel sandwiches for less than 10EP and some coffee! Please!!! He asked if I was sure and I nodded emphatically. He then asked if I would be interested in seeing a local cafe. I said, sure. Now we were getting somewhere! So, Hassan stopped somewhere so we could get falafels, bought me sugar cane juice, which is super sweet! and then we were off to the cafe. Mohamed and I played some backgammon while they had tea and I enjoyed a strong cup of Egyptian coffee. It was lovely. We started to joke around and all of us began to relax.
It was then that Mohamed (on left) explained that he was married with 3 children. Now, he was searching for his second wife and he’d like her to be American! Ha ha. He asked if I would be interested in moving to Cairo! Ha ha. I said I was fine where I am now, but good luck with his endeavour. Then, I began to learn some Arabic such as “Yalla, habibi” – c’mon baby! or magnum – crazy! Amma le-i – How are you (Egyptian dialect)? etc. So, we had a fun afternoon together after that.

First after lunch, we stopped at the Topaz Bazaar – another place to spend money. I went in without any desire to spend more money. However, all throughout the trip, I was really in love with the shape of the Key of Life and knowing how it represented Egypt, I thought it would be cool to find something like that. So, I went in to the bazaar and found a gold ring with the design on it. Then, I saw a pendant and decided to splurge on myself with a ring and matching necklace. I really like it! It’s the first jewelry I have bought for myself…!

From there, we saw the Islamic Cairo area. I entered a mosque where I had to wear a green cloak to cover my head and body. Nearby was a Catholic-style church. It was nice to see the harmony between a Muslim and Christian worship locale.
After that, we made plans to go out in the evening. It was a little confusing as to what really happened, but it is possible that Mohamed had hoped to go on a “date” with me, but as he was also working and we needed a driver, it turned out that I paid a reduced price for a night-tour/drive. So, they took me to a famous Koshari restaurant, which was delicious! Then, I was able to meet up with someone I had met in Abu Dhabi for an hour and relaxed catching up with her and her visiting friend.

Overall, it was a nice end to the day and a close to my time in Cairo!

Final comments coming up…

-T

Apr 182009
 

April 7, 2009

When I was in high school I was at a youth retreat for church and we were talking about sunsets vs. sunrises. I was always a sunset lover because watching the sun set over the Oregon coast with a bonfire is one of my most favorite things to do in life. However, the youth pastor explained why sunrises are more beautiful as the sun comes up to start a new day and the anticipation that can be felt about what the day has to bring. While I have generally always been an optimist, this way of looking at sunrises never occurred to me. So, at that retreat I stayed up all night and watched the sun rise over the lake. Since then, I’ve seen a few sunrises, but always make a habit of doing so when on holidays. I’ve seen the sun rise over Lake Titicaca, in Angkor Wat, and now while on the Nile.
Since the day before had been so rough, I determined to start this day with a bit of hope and inspiration starting with an early rise to watch the sun come up. I loved it. It was beautiful. I also considered the significance a sun rise has in a Muslim country and wondered why people lack the ability to respect each other when we share the ability to appreciate a common sun rise on a day.

After watching the sun rise and feeling a spiritual connection to God and the world, I went back to sleep a little more peacefully before starting the day officially. πŸ˜€ We had arrived in Aswan the night before and so I was to do a half-day tour in the area. I met with Peter prepared to check out from the boat as I was to be on the sleeper train back to Cairo that night. I said my good-byes to the Ahseek family from Mauritius and was off to see Aswan.

Peter was very kind and seemed to be Ehab’s partner or something because he was very concerned about my happiness throughout the day. We started at the High Dam. Before the dam was put into place there used to be crocodiles all over in the Nile. Now, they are blocked off in the Upper Nile and Lake Nasser area. The dam was built with the help of the Russians and provides most of the electricity in the country. While the dam wasn’t that impressive when compared to the Hoover Dam or Bonneville, it was still cool to see the lake and get a bit of the history involved in the building of the dam.
From there, we moved to the docks to take a boat out to Philae Temple located on Ejerca island. The temple used to be located in another area, but when they built the dam, it was flooded and covered with water. In fact, many temples and sites were covered at this time, so that they aren’t even sure what is still there under the water. In any case, the stories of Philae temple seem to combine history, mythology and love all in one. I enjoyed the stories, but felt myself starting to really burn out from all the history filling my head….
After the temple visit I asked to use the Internet as all I really wanted to do was to connect to my world for a while. So, I went to a local cafe and spent two hours catching up on Facebook (pathetic, I know!), emails and chatting online. It was a much needed reconnect for me. On the way back to the boat where I was meant to rest before going to the train station, I stopped for another bowl of koshari! YUM!

I spent an hour resting, then went to the train station to board the sleeper train for my 12-hour ride back up to Cairo. The train ride back up was pretty uneventful. I slept on and off. Read a bit. Ate not-so-good train food.
Basqued in the happiness I felt from some news I got via email. So, my day ended with a smile.

Almost there…

-T

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Apr 182009
 

April 6, 2009

By far the worst day of the entire trip on many many levels. First, I was rudely woken up around 3am by noise from our arrival in Edfu as they were docking the boat. I contemplated on whether or not this would be the day I would get up to see the sunrise as I try to do this on every trip I go on, but alas I was too grumpy to enjoy something amazing like a sunrise. So, I attempted to go back to sleep.

After another coffee start (notice not breakfast, but coffee!), I was ready for my guide by 7:30. He was a little late and I don’t think I ever got his name…. After stepping off the boat, my guide negotiated a horse carriage driver to take us to Edfu Temple. About half-way through the ride (10 – 15 minutes in total), I started having trouble breathing as the horse hair was being kicked up and blown towards me and my eyes started to itch and burn….Luckily, we got to the Temple and I had a chance to recover a bit.
The guide began to show me Edfu Temple. It was quite beautiful and is a huge complex. However, I had to control my laughter throughout much of his explanation because he spoke to me as if he was telling the best drama story known to man. Me, a lone tourist…it was just comical. I wish I had taken a recording of the way he spoke about Hhhorrrus. LOL! Ah, I giggle just thinking about it. Anyway, he left me for a few minutes to walk around and take pictures. So, I was pretty content, though I was still suffering from itchy eyes and horse allergy.
Since all of my transportation had been provided for through my package, I didn’t say anything about taking the horse carriage back to the boat. Along the way, my guide said I should give the driver 3EP when we got back – or so I thought he said. When we got there, I gave the driver 3 1EP coins thinking that was enough.

My guide stopped and said, “No, it was 30EP.”
I asked, “For what?!”
He said, “That’s what the service cost.”

I thought he was full of it and as I never really had more than 50EP on me at any given time based on advise from my first-day’s guide, I told him,

“I don’t really have that kind of money on me.”
“What? You don’t?” he asked surprised.
“Whatever, here.” I responded annoyed by this point since my shortness of breath had returned and my body was itching from hives forming in response of my horse-hair allergy.

I handed him the money and walked away. He didn’t seem to really understand I was pissed off and said, “I’ll see you in Kom Ombo then at 3:30.” I just waved and walked off. After getting back on the boat, I had a little self-pity cry to myself as I washed my hands and face to get the hair off those areas and sat waiting for my breath to return to normal. Once that was settled, I texted Ehab to ask if it was normal or required for me to pay more than tip for the transportation. Ehab called me right back and asked about the situation. Then, he said he would pay me back some of the money when I got to Aswan because I shouldn’t have had to pay anything. So, I felt relieved and went to bury my frustrations in my book on the boat deck.

We set sail for another stop on the Nile at Kom Ombo. The Kom Ombo Temple is a unique temple in that it was built to worship Horus the Elder and Sobek (the crocodile god). It is symmetrically built to equal worship each god. So, the carvings are similar but the god image is changed. I was quite fascinated by all the different carvings of the crowns of the columns here as well. πŸ˜€ Kom Ombo was an important area as it was a military base and trading center between Egypt and Nubia. It was actually a lovely area along the Nile.
During the tour, Ehab must have called my guide because there was some arguing and yelling going on, which I tried to ignore. After my guide gave me the final bits of historical information, he left me to take pictures, showed which direction the exit was and took off! Usually, I was taken back to the boat to ensure everything was okay, but this guy was gone. So, the good thing is that I didn’t have to give him a tip! 😐

Once back on the boat, the day got a bit more interesting. The night before, Waleid, my masseur said he would offer me a free massage in the afternoon if I wanted it. Not being one to refuse a massage, I said “Sure!” and went to wait for him after I returned from the temple. While I was waiting, a guy was sitting at the computers using the Internet. So, he struck up conversation with me and it turned out that he was the manager of the boat. He told me about how he studied Tae Kwon Do and learned from a Japanese teacher about energy (ki). He asked about me and I thought it was a pleasant-enough conversation. He says we should wait on the boat deck for Waleid, so I follow him up to the deck where he offers me a drink. Me not being sure about paying for the drinks declined since I had plenty of my own water in my room. So, then the man said it was too hot, so we should wait downstairs. After being downstairs for a couple of minutes he asks if I like chocolate. I say, “Not really, thanks.” Then, he says to follow him and we can wait in his room…. I hesitantly follow the man to his small room where he has about 10 pairs of nice Italian shoes lined up, a stockpile of cigarettes, chocolate, etc. In his room, he offers to give me a free “Energy Vibration” massage for 15-minutes. ha ha. I politely decline and say I’ll just wait for Waleid. He asks if I’m sure and I confirm. Then, he offers to let me stay in his room to wait for Waleid…I tell him it’s okay, I’ll just wait downstairs. So, we return downstairs and Waleid has returned….

What the heck was that about? I dunno, but it was a very strange experience nonetheless. How do these things happen to me? At least it was “safe”. I need to stop being so trusting, I have been told, but then again I wouldn’t have such great little side adventures to share. Let’s just hope I continue to have “happy” endings!
So, ends Day 5. Just a few more to go.

More to come…

-T

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Apr 182009
 

You’ve gone and I feel relief
Our time together was very brief
But filled with ups and downs
Sometimes I felt like I was going to drown

in your kisses
in our arguments
in your eyes
in our differences
in your arms
in our opposites

You said you really care about me
But how can that be?
I asked you, “What does that mean?”
For this was never what it may seem….

did we ever date?
did we ever have a relationship?
did you ever understand my heart wasn’t yours?
did you ever accept we could never really be?

You are gone now
I hope that somehow
All the pieces will mend
As we stay friends.

-T
~April 17, 2009

Apr 172009
 

April 5, 2009

At last I was able to get a cup of coffee before I headed out for the day. It was just instant Nescafe, but I’m starting to acquire a deep appreciation for Nescafe! I was up at 7 to get ready, have breakfast and then meet by 8:30 for my tour of Luxor Temple.
Today my guide was Mina. Ehab was still my driver, but Mina gave me a lovely tour of Luxor Temple. It was partially built by Ramses II and by Amenhotep III. The pylon, obelisk and columns are fairly massive and the carvings were very impressive. For me, the most interesting aspect was seeing a modern-day mosque built inside the temple grounds. Apparently, it used to be a Coptic Church that was built back when the Christians were being persecuted and seeking shelter and safety in the temples. So, it used to be a church and now a moque that is used every day. Crazy.
The Luxor Temple grounds were a bit crowded with a PA system and stage set up as the president for FIFA was coming that evening to draw the groups for the next World Cup to be held in Cairo. So the streets were abuzz with flag-wavers and honks from excitement

After that, there wasn’t much planned for the rest of the day since the boat was to set sail that afternoon. So, I asked to use the Internet at a local place and to ensure I got the regular rate for using the computer. Ehab took care of it for me and I got to enjoy a blissful hour connected to the world again!

The afternoon was just spent on the boat. I wrote some postcards, studied for a while, read a lot and then the boat set sail. Dinners were a semi-formal event on the boat with the regular buffet-style. Most of my meals had been alone at this point, but they seated me with a lovely family from Mauritius. They spoke French as well as English, so they were the only other people I spoke to when I wasn’t with a tour guide or driver. So, I really appreciated their kindness when we could meet. Perhaps I’ll make a trip to Mauritius even! πŸ˜€

In the evening, I had a massage on the boat after working out a special deal with the masseur. I’m not sure it was all kosher, but it was ok for me! πŸ˜€

So, a short and fairly uneventful day!

More to come…

-T

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Apr 152009
 

April 4, 2009

Somehow I had it in my head that I was riding the sleeper train all the way down to Aswan and then coming back up. So, when we arrived at Luxor station, I was noting all the people getting off the train feeling ready to get out when there was a knock on my door. I hadn’t had breakfast yet, so figured it was the guy asking if I wanted my breakfast. Instead, I saw a man with my name on a card telling me that I was to get off there. Confusion settled in as I was certain my ticket said to Aswan, but I said OK anyway.

Ehab introduced himself as my driver for the day and the manager of the Luxor/Aswan region for Ramses Tours. We set off in his car and it was necessary to hold on for my life… Ehab drove like a madman going 120kph (75mph) without ever slowing down and using his horn if anyone was in sight who might threaten a release of the gas pedal. Due to slight fatigue, hunger and shock, I was feeling pretty car sick by the time we arrived to the boat I was to sleep on for the next three nights. Luckily, Ehab was considerate enough to give me a few hours to take a nap, settle in and recoup before setting off for sightseeing in Luxor. Before he left, Ehab also suggested that I consider adding on some extra tours since I was going to be in Luxor for two full days and I should see both banks of the Nile there. It was true that I should see the sites, but I was also wanting to conserve my money a bit, so I said I would think about it.

When Ehab returned, he had brought along a female tour guide for the day. I don’t recall her name and we didn’t really connect well as I was still tired and yes, in need of coffee!!! But, she was pleasant enough. We started with the Valley of the Kings.
I saw the inside of 3 tombs – Ramses IV, one of 60-some sons of Ramses II and Ramses IX. The paintings and carvings were amazing to look at. You wouldn’t even know that they are so old because the manner in which they were painted was unique and they have been preserved so well. There were quite a few people there, so it took a bit away from the awe-factor, but I was still a little sad I couldn’t take pictures! There were many other tombs there including that of King Tut, but my guide explained it wasn’t so interesting to see since everything was taken to the Egyptian Museum anyway. I’m not sure now if that was just an excuse to appease me for the cheaper ticket or what, but truthfully I was probably satisfied enough. πŸ˜€

Somewhere on the way we stopped at an Alabaster Factory aka a shop in hopes of me buying something. I wasn’t really interested….

From there we moved to the Temple of Hatshepsut (hot-chip-soup) or Deir al-Bahri.
Now this lady had a great story as far as I’m concerned. I love it when I hear in history that a woman took over power. I’m not sure why as I’m not necessarily a feminist, but I appreciate a woman with ambition. So, Queen or rather King Hatshepsut spread a story about how she was a descendant of the Sun-god as there was no proper male heir to the throne. However, she dressed and appeared like a man to the public – which is also very interesting…. Anyway, this temple was built for her and it was spectacular. Unfortunately, much of it had been destroyed or worn away, but the statues were quite impressive here.

On the way back to the boat (only a half-day itinerary), we stopped at the Colossi Memnon, which were two massive statues showing the remains of a very large temple on the West Bank. However, without maintenance of the walls it slowly dissolved from the regular flooding of the Nile.
I had decided to just spend the afternoon chilling on the boat, using the pool and relaxing as I was starting to feel overwhelmed with information and being so alone. So, Ehab offered to give me a free city tour at night so that I wasn’t too bored on the boat. I thought that was kind of him and said sure. So, he dropped me off back at the boat where I had my lunch and then relaxed. It was much warmer in Luxor than in Cairo, so I used the pool, tried to study, read my book and just chilled out. It was good. By the time the evening came around, I was refreshed and feeling much happier!

Ehab picked me up at 6pm and again recommended that perhaps I should see the Light & Sound Show at the Karnak Temple and then we’d do the city and in the morning he’d give me half price for the East Bank tour to see Luxor Temple. Since I had already been reconsidering this option, I agreed. I mean, I was there to see stuff! So, we first stopped to see what time the show started and found we had some time, so Ehab took me on the night tour first. We had a nice conversation. Ehab pointed out how many of the buildings in the city have been destroyed for excavation by the government and then rebuilt. He seemed very concerned about the loss of culture, which was a fair point. I was able to see the local market, which looks like any other market in a non-mall culture country. The only difference is the quantity of items or number of variations offered.
From there, we walked through the touristy market, which was a typical foreigners-attraction, but they venders were entertaining as usual. Ehab bought me some bread on the way out and offered to get me a taste of local Egyptian food for after the show even though I would still have dinner on the boat. πŸ˜€

Karnak Temple is massive. The columns reach for what seems like forever in the sky. At night, this impressive feel is amplified. The show was a nice change of medium to get some history, though I only really paid attention to half of it. You listen to the story and then walk to another part of the temple to hear more and work your way through the grounds until you get to seating over the lake and the story continues. It was pretty cool, if not a little cheesey, but hey it was something different. I liked the quote, “Remember, the huge size of this temple is not based on the size of man, but was built the size of the gods!” While it would be considered quite small from a god-like perspective (I would think), it is pretty impressive from the man-size viewpoint!
After the show, Ehab met me to take me back to the boat. As soon as I got back in, they called me to eat dinner, which I didn’t want because it was so late and Ehab had bought me my first Egyptian specialty, which I fell in love with (more on that later). So, I attempted to eat a bit and then crashed into bed for the end of Day 3.

More to come…

-T

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