There was a time when I didn’t need to know
There was a time when I thought the answer was clear
There was a time when I imagined it didn’t really matter
If I ever found you
There was a time when I didn’t want to know
There was a time when I thought there were no answers to fear
There was a time when I imagined it would only make me sadder
If I ever found you
Now is a time when I know
Now is a time when I think you coulda been near
Now is a time when I imagine and my dreams are shattered
Because I found you
I haven’t seen your face
I haven’t heard your voice
I haven’t learned of the place
I haven’t yet had the choice
To find you…
Upclose
In person
So far
And yet… so close
The time is coming when I will
Find you
And find me within you
Find me.
-T
~June 11, 2009