Is it true or just a common way of complaining that it already feels like three months of vacation never happened after just three days of classes?
I know I said that it’s not that I’m not happy to be back, but I think it’s a lie. I’ve got culture shock and homesickness all at the same time. On top of that, my head is full of what-to-do’s, what-if’s, and how-do-I-know’s.
It’s good to see friends again after a while away. It’s good to have my car and my things. It’s good overall. But…
Since I’ve been back, I’ve felt like I’m in a middle world, like some science fiction story where I can see two worlds – both that I like or want – and can’t have either. So, I’m in this in-between place/phase and not sure what to do to get out of it – to kick myself into gear….
Sleep is all I want right now! π
