Phew, last night was a toughy and I am not sure how much detail I will write as it focused a lot on love.
There were two events yesterday that sort of opened my eyes wider to my relationship causing me to think more deeply about what I want and, more importantly, what I deserve.
We went back to the J-days in college and how my heart still aches for him. Of course, we have both moved on, but we still care for each other deeply. Therefore, Karen told me to “get complete” with it as I am not taking responsibility fully for why I ended the relationship back then. At first, I was a bit peeved about this since I do feel as if he knows why it ended and how. However, when she switched the perspective from him to me, it became easier to see that it has not really been completed. In doing so, she stated that I will gain the transformation I need to ‘source’ someone who is worthy of me and available to be with me on an equal level.
So, what does this all mean? I am not quite sure just yet, but some movement is happening in my heart and mind. All is still well, but it will be even better in time as I continue to take action for me in my life. π
-T
