For the first time in years I am not actually celebrating Thanksgiving with my friends-family. We had initially planned to have a big bash, but with limited furniture and funds we decided to postpone a large party. It is sad, really.
Then again, it has definitely been a year of reflecting, shifting and starting anew. Thus, it is not that surprising that a change in my usual activities has occurred. My hope is that next year we will be able to have a quaint celebration with a select group and make that our new family tradition.
Until then, this year I am still grateful. My post yesterday outlines the specifics.
It has been an interesting year, but if nothing else I have learned about myself, my capacity for change, unknowns and real unconditional love. I have learned about those who are there for me through anything and whom I can count on truly. These lessons are hard learned, but I know that they were needed and worth it.
So, even though I am not celebrating with my usual feast and crowd of people. I am still celebrating in my heart and taking moments to pause to appreciate the spirit of my favorite holiday in the quietness of solitude amongst the chaos.
~T π
