In the same way that I feel as if there is something big about to happen to change the course of our current pattern, I also feel darkness boiling and bubbling underneath. I wonder if it is connected to the highs and lows that cycle through my brain. Or, perhaps it is the balance of the light and dark? I do not know, but I do know there are undercurrents happening….
And, I cannot say they are all good.
While I am anxious about the good things to come and do believe they are coming – sooner is hoped -, I feel a brewing frustration, anger and annoyance at the world. I cannot quite pinpoint it or see the source, but I do feel as if it is starting to bubble up. I am not sure if it is an impatience with how life is going despite sensing a light at the end of the tunnel, but not yet at the end of it. Or, if I am upset with my husband or just the situation or something else.
Whatever it is, I will spend some time meditating on it….
~T π
