I feel anxious.
I feel happy.
I feel old.
I feel in love.
I feel tired.
I feel loved.
I feel alone.
I feel content.
I feel stressed.
I feel vibrant.
I feel worried.
I feel joyful.
I feel bored.
I feel peaceful.
How can I feel all these things at once?
The minimizing answer is that I am a woman.
The avoidance response is that I am human.
The truth… there does not need to be an answer.
These days, I have been in what I call the ‘neutral zone’. There is nothing to report about what is good or bad because everything is somehow strangely in balance. Nothing is extreme; thus nothing needs to be shared.
It’s a bit of a strange feeling because I don’t know how to respond to people’s question of “How are things?”. I feel unsure how to respond because, well, it’s good and it’s bad.
We get used to glossing over life and neutralizing everything into “it’s fine” or “not bad”. However, I think I really am in the state where these responses are truth.
How surreal….
~T 😀
